After Thursday and yesterdays scare I’m feeling a little more confident that all will be well but TBH a part of me is still very wary that something may still go wrong. Having had the scare after 9 weeks of healthy pregnancy has seriously put the sh*tters up me.
I’ve had no actual blood today, something of which I have had the last 2 days but I’ve still got the dark brown discharge and today I’ve been getting cramps again.
Baby has been kicking today but not as hard as usual and not as often.
Maybe he/she is tired from my stressing out plus I’ve been getting up every 3 hours every night for the past few days for one reason or another. Only baby knows what’s going on in there.
This scare has made me seriously consider buying a Doppler. I was adamant that I wouldn’t as I knew that I’d panic if I couldn’t find the heartbeat but now that I know baby kicks every day and I know its pattern of movement, I feel confident enough to only use it in emergencies.
We have our sex scan on Wednesday so I’m currently using that day as a goal.
As much as I was relieved to hear the heartbeat at the hospital yesterday, I know that seeing baby will bring back my faith that everything will be ok.
Hopefully, the scan will also show the cause of the bleed and that it is separate from the baby.
I really hope it is.
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