A Little Scribble

I was woken in the early hours by the OH shouting out 'it’s not mine!’ I wonder if he was dreaming about our baby lol:)

When he did wake, he wasn’t in the best of moods. When I questioned him about his grumpiness he said that it was due to our financial situation and that he'd never wanted to bring a baby up on benefits. Sometimes I feel he blames me for losing my job.

As much as I have been stressing out about being out of work, I do have the habit of forgetting that he too gets worried but being a typical man, he will not talk about things until he becomes so stressed that he blurts it all out.

After our chat we went to the second midwife appointment, where this time the MW had a trainee with her. Everything seems ok. My blood pressure is lower then at the twelve week appt. but they didn’t have a problem with it. My urine is clear of anything nasty and they found the heartbeat straight away; right under my belly button. They also said that my blood tests which were taken after the twelve week scan are all clear of any STD (which I was expecting!) but I will have to have a rubella injection once the baby is born as the one I had while at school has run out.

I did lay there thinking the heartbeat sounded like a train at first but then straight away thought it sounded like a horse :) What I do know is that this baby doesnt like being prodded because since leaving the clinic, its done nothing but prod me back!

The next midwife's appointment is on 2nd July and the sex scan is on 17th June which is only thirteen days away!!! :)

On another note, I had a call from the job centre yesterday as I requested a one-two-one with an advisor to discuss what I can claim while I’ve the chance to. The one-two-one is on Monday so hopefully they will be able to find something on their system which I can apply for.

I’ve been thinking that maybe it might be a good idea to ask if they themselves need a temp. You never know, it may just work.