Dear Bobby
Hello little man, Mummy needs to write to you tonight because she is missing you extra special at this moment in time.
Its the night before Bonfire; the night you should have been born. Had things worked out as they were supposed to do, you would have turned the big one today. How things could/should have been so different.
This time last year I had booked the day off work and Daddy and I had left you a lovely red balloon and your rose made of feathers at your grave.
This year, I am sat here indoors on my own as your Daddy has gone fishing, with the TV on in the background, the sound on mute with my i-pod in my ears, with the intention of escaping the world through the words of the music blaring into my ears.
I just wanted to let you know that I love you and that I miss you and even though I haven't left you a balloon this year, you have been in my thoughts all day long and you will continue to be until my eyes finally close at bed time.
Love Mummy xox
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